I'm so sleepy right now (= o =). I seriously will trade everything for a good 12 hours of sleep!

Ok, maybe not everything.

Today is Tuesday. That means my favourite boy is going to NS T___T All the best Tim bear! Had a short awesome meet up with those who can make it yesterday. Laughed and chilled. Like before. Sometimes in the midst of fun and laughter, I can't help but feel a bit uneasy. I can't help but to question, when will this end? When will our bond weaken? When will we stop having so much things to talk about, or stop being comfortable without words and things to do? When will we bypass the peak of this friendship? This is sickening shit.

It might never  happen (PRAYING). But.. I can't push those worries out.