How do I say?

Feeling so bad.
I know how things will turn out tomorrow.
I just know.
It scares me.

Pushed to a corner with nowhere to go?

Too late to regret anyway. Just take this all, cry and move on.

So it is either I choose a private course or retake?
It's not too early to decide anyway.

I never felt so lost in my life. Crazy.
It'd be good if you don't ask about my results.

Xx I will be better.