Putting everything to the test of time

It is just 17... to be exact 18 and I'm already freaking out.
Yes, 2012 will most probably not be the end of the world.... 

2011 is bad. But well, this is one of the years I gained so much. I learned, I changed, I laughed, cried, loved and hated. 

2012 is a year of.... uncertainties. There will be so much changes. I'm so afraid of them. 
I don't wish to lose what I have now. Especially the people around me. They meant so much. So damn much. 

When I said you're important, you are. Placing you as my priority means I'm subjecting myself to losing you in my life. But hell you are worth it.